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Name: Ty
Interests: Anything you want. concentrations in eating and manipulation.
Expertise: I'll give anythin a shot.. for the most part. I know my shit in computers and the outdoors. but other than that i dont know it but i can make u think i do.. i love bullshitting.
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Computers (Software)
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/23/2004
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| so much for trying to update often..
i guess the last 2 months have been nuts.
lots of good stuff and bad stuff
happy here, but not as happy as BR
i miss the old gand..
boo this shit.
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By Damien Rice
The Blower's Daughter
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| from now on all journal entries are unedited. if you read
them dont give me shit if your pissed, but im keeping these records for
ME and no one else. this is college. clean and pure.
Well I moved in to northeastern.
It was hard saying goodbye to my parents but i felt like an
ass.. i didnt cry or look upset, even when they were
crying. i was just so excited/nervous/sad that i couldnt show any
emotions well.. came back to the room, took a few
shots, and just chilled and set up my room. after like 25
or so min i met up with some old friends, then later met up with a lot
more. last night we wound up chillin at Hassans house where
we played the most awkward beer pong ever. the table was about 3 feet
long. I had a little time emo and a "fight" i guess with
julie, but we got over that and she wound up stayin over.
....good way to break in the college experience. i was gonna go
lift in the morning, but i was still drunk when i woke up so that didnt
happen either. went met them for some food, then went to get my
tattoo. no luck, cant find the tattoo parlor. so that
means ill get it like tomorrow. plans for the
night: lift, meet up with the boys (and julie and kristin) and
get my booze in order. after that....who knows. but
its hot as hell in my room when the door isnt open.
this is the life.
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| im still alive
and appearntly i remember the password to this mofo. pretty crazy
edit on my last entry (6 months ago). im going to
northeastern. i leave in 23 days. im so
happy. im so sad. im so confident. im so
nervous. im so black.
one of the following does not belong. but only one.
im hungry.
im gonna post in this again soon and tell my story.
its not a good one. but its fun.
take it easy guys..
ty
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| Its been a while since ive updated this thing..
i figure wtf why not. its 3rd period on monday, and today allready sucks. last night i slept like shit and i knew i was going to. i went to bed with my brother in his room and myself in mine. this morning i woke up without a brother. he left for alaska at 4 this morning. i know how much he loves it there so im happy for him, but im gonna miss having him around. my brother is the man. ...it sucks 
for the most part my life has been pretty good. i am going to Rochester institute of Technology in the fall, and thank god for that. if i stay around this place too much longer it will kill me. i love you guys, i really do, but its the little things that have built up too big to handle. i had a good year for snowboarding, and im pumped to start skating again.
girls.. yeah. fucking girls. im not in any relationships or anything.. but thats all i know. shits confusing right now and ive done some stuff thats wrong. i always do. and even in the wake of my problems i dont want to throw in the towel and cut my losses. i wont know what the right move is til its too late to make. sounds like me? yeah..thought so.
i may actually start using this again. now that everyones forgot about it the privacy is back. i like that.
i'll grow old
start acting my age
ill be a brand new day in a life that you hate
a crown of gold
a heart thats harder than stone
and it hurts a whole lot
but its missed when its gone
call me a safe bet
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| Write it on the walls and read it..
Until there are no secrets
So safe and sound...
So i heard a quote the other day and it was a pretty good one in its own right. "Religion is the antithisis of proof." I just took it as another quote i have in my head.. but today i found truith in it.
Today was youth service sunday at the church. Basically the kids talk put on the service and its usually about the summer service project and whatnot.. one year i "found god" durring it so it used to be a pretty big thing. this year it was fucking weak. the youth gave 2 speeches and other than that it was nothing special..
so i expected to be relieved to see a bunch of old friends from church. man it was somewhere between a hitler youth rally and an emo tissue convention. The video of our service project made me miss it...for the first 10 seconds. then i thought about how shitty i felt all trip and how everyone fucked me over. after that i didnt really say much and i remembered why i stopped comming to the church. there were 2 maybe 3 people there i was pumped to see. the rest can kiss my ass.
i saw the girl i wasted my whole summer liking so much. it was good to see her... ...but a bit awkward.
but yeah as always things are awesome.
im tired as shit so im in that emo/tired stage but im still laughing.
cheers guys
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